dear diaree.
it's really almost funny how much council has grown in significance to me, just as my term is coming to a close.
it now takes as much priority as SKINS! my production.
and giving hundred percent to both is really tiring me out.
but the love is worth it (:
sick. which equals really bad. cos my throat is sore and i cant sing nor act.
and my production is in approximately nine days.
sighs.
saturday's marching began quite.. awfully. we felt really exasperated cos everything seems lost.
there aer those who really really try (AND WE APPRECIATE YOU!) and then there are those who just dont.
then cikgu gave us the list of commands and i was trying t break it down for them t understand and as we were re-enacting how it will go, mr j came over and told us we had to go home cos the P and VP dont want sec 4s there.
i think it was the stress from everything and being sick. i completely broke down. aretha and siantzu and michelle and i genuinely couldnt bear to leave.
i loathe hypocrites.
thankfully aunty teo was there. she even gave our contingent some gg and im truly grateful. heard from alicia that the second run went great (: that's good. i'm proud of you!
*takes a deep breath.
the thing that saddens me the most is that i wont be there on the 8th. for my juniors marching, nor the investiture. i will be preparing for my matinee run for SKINS! girls, i am so so sorry. i really would do anything to be able to clap and cheer for you and to have the honour of putting on your badges (well, if any of you want me to that is haha) i remember invest this year, with some of the jrs coming t me t ask me t put on their badges. i never felt so proud. sighs. i WANT to be there, and i wish i could do it. please please take a gazillion pictures.
girls, do your best from now till then and always. we're sorry for breaking down in front of you girls. but please know that we love you EVER so much (:
WE'LL BE THERE FOR YOU
THESE FIVE WORDS WE SWEAR TO YOU! .<3
this week has really pretty much stank. yeahh. im so nervous for production. my voice. help.
tomorrow is a new dawn and a new day.
naddy
__SMILE (:
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